the greatest battles are those in the mind.
you have yet again proved me right.
you have been putting words into my mouth.
but sorry.
ive decided not to be your puppet and let u play.
im living my life.
u r living everyone's.
but im just the someone who doesnt wish to have my life lived by u.
ive decided to not talk and settle this thing anymore.
from u.
i learnt that for every lie one says,
one have to use 10 more to cover up.
i am sitting in the chair, writhing in agony.
A Demon, a minor Demon is pinning me there.
'Abraxus,' he says, 'i am Abraxus, the Demon of Lies and Deceit. So, what do you want to know about lies my dear?'
i am not a liar, i try again to get up. this time i am flayed, splayed, i feel myself screaming.
'i'll tell you about lies. there are white lies, and black lies...
and many shades of gray lies, some lies are justified, lies told out of
kindness, lies that preserve dignity, lies, that spare pain.
everybody is a liar.'
CECILIA